Saturday, May 21, 2011

"We're like dominoes,

...I fall for you, you fall for another"

picture: tumblr

"Overthinking ruins you. Ruins the situation, turns things around, makes you worry, and just make things worse than it actually is."
"The worst feeling is when someone makes you feel special, then suddenly leaves you hanging, and you have to act like you don't care at all."
"I can't lie you're on my mind, stuck inside my head. I wanna feel your heart beat for me instead."
"Just because she smiles, doesn't mean she's happy. She smiles because she's hopeful, she has faith and she's strong."
"If he likes you, he'll pay attention to you, smile when he's around you, and you'll catch him looking at you often."
"Why did Aurora sleep for 100 years? To tell us that you might have for quite some time for your true love to come along, sometimes very long, but it's worth it."
"He saw her, he wanted her, he got her, he had fun, he got bored, he left her, she's broken. Isn't this how it always goes?"
"Girls fall in love in what they hear. Boys fall in love in what they see. That's why girls wear make up and boys lie."
"The difference between 'like', 'love' and 'in love' is the same as the difference between 'for now', 'for a while' and 'forever'"
"My biggest mistake wasn't falling for you, it was thinking you'd fallen for me too."

Gue udah terkesan galau belom? Hahahaha (sengaja) :b
P.S.: Ini ngga sepenuhnya curhatan hati kok. Tenang, tenang. Kenapa dah ini pada bilang gue galau? Men, gue ngga segalau itu kok. Yakinlah. #selfdenial #alibi #eaaa Yaudah, yaudah. Gue akan mengurangi ngepost hal-hal yang mengarah pada perasaan-yang-so-2010/2011: galau. This might be the last (well, hopefully), jadi sekalian aja gue post yang galau parah sampe pengen garuk-garuk tanah. Anyway, buat semua yang lagi baca ini, dapet salam dari Adam Levine. Arrivederci!

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Sometimes I wonder... does it feel to be pretty and adored?

"Mbak, mbak, udah mbak kalo udah ngga cakep, terima aja.
Terima nasib aja mbak. Kayak saya nih (loh kok malah bangga?)
Perasaan dari tadi belom mulai apa-apa lho mbak itu kerjaannya.
Itu masih banyak lho. Duh, semangat ya mbaknya."

"Elah, iye iye, bawel lo. Gue juga tau, nyet."

.................................................ada apa sih dengan gue.

Monday, May 16, 2011


"I noticed tonight that the world has been turning while I've been stuck here dithering around, though I know I said I'd wait around till you need me. But I have to go, I hate to let you down. But I can't stop now. I've got troubles of my own 'cause I'm short on time. I'm lonely and I'm too tired to talk."

"Our love was comfortable and so broken in. She's perfect, so flawless. Or so they say, say. She thinks I can't see the smile that she's fakin' and poses for pictures that aren't being taken. I loved you, grey sweat pants, no makeup, so perfect. Our love was comfortable and so broken in. She's perfect, so flawless. I'm not impressed, I want you back."

"And as the feeling grows, I can't deny push those thoughts aside. My world is full of loveliness, but I focus on the stress. I'm trying hard not to resist the joy. Don't listen to me I'm being paranoid. I might try hard but it's too hard to avoid. My heart skips a beat. But I need a minute to convince myself 'cause it's only in the quiet that I know what to feel."

Twist and shout! B-b-b-bennie and The Jets!

Saturday, May 14, 2011


28 April - 3 Mei 2011: Participated in one of the biggest English Competition in Indonesia. Taun kemaren gue jadi LO buat High School dan Varsity (click) dan taun ini dikasih kesempatan jadi Chief LO. Rasanya jadi Chief LO? Kayak naik roller coaster boi. Sweet ga sih gue nulis tentang ini? Munyu! (samps lo Jeanne)

Apel, eh, briefing pagi jam 6, briefing & evaluasi anak-anak LO, endless-FH-PSJ-FH/FH-FIB-FH-journey yang entah berapa kali bolak-balik dalam sehari yang pastinya bikin betis (makin) berkonde, badan bau Salonpas/koyo tiap malem, mood jadi senggol bacok karena banyak hal, panik nyari LO pengganti, main capsa (akhirnya bisa juga! special credit goes to bocah-bocah runner). Itu cuma segelintir dari banyak banget pengalaman yang worth to be remembered selama jadi Chief LO kemaren. I thank God because E-Comp 2011 is finally over, but I'm gonna miss all the hecticness, sengcokness, craziness and everything. Though it's kinda late, congratulations to all of the participants! And the committees as well! We've done such an amazing job. Thanks for giving me the chance to make a change!

Monday, May 9, 2011

Tangled Up

One of my favorite scenes of the movie.
Rapunzel: I've been looking out of a window for eighteen years, dreaming about what I might feel like when those lights rise in the sky. What if it's not everything I dreamed it would be?
Flynn: It will be.
Rapunzel: And what if it is? What do I do then?
Flynn: Well, that's the good part I guess. You get to go find a new dream.

And at last I see the light, and it's like the fog is lifted
And at last I see the light, and it's like the sky is new
And it's warm and real and bright, and the world has somehow shifted
All at once, everything is different
Now that I see you, now that I see you

I want the real version of my own Flynn Rider.

Friday, May 6, 2011

I Can't Lie You're On My Mind

Berjibaku ngantri beli tiket dari jam 5 pagi di rumah Om Adrie Subono, sempet kehilangan bukti pembelian tiket dan ngurusin ke kantor Java Musikindo, nelfonin Mbak Rieke di kantor Java yang sama susahnya kaya nyari jodoh.

Penantian dari 5 Desember has finally come to an end. Antara excited, seneng dan sedih. Dibuka dengan Misery dan ditutup dengan Sunday Morning, the show was beyond amazing and worth the wait, with impressive sound and lighting. These awesome guys really made my night, especially Adam Levine for being extremely sexy. Rasa-rasanya pengen jadi microphone atau jadi kaosnya Adam. Well, you know why. If I had someone like Adam Levine sleeping next to me, I ain't never gonna leave my bed. For sure.
Jangan kapok-kapok main ke Jakarta ya guys gara-gara traffic atau nyamuk. Kalo nanti mau main ke Jakarta lagi, kabarin dari jauh-jauh hari ya masgan-masgan sekalian, biar bisa janjian main bowling bareng gitu (kenapa harus bowling?) Saya cinta kamu!