Thursday, August 31, 2017


Trouble breathing and trouble sleeping
These thoughts and feelings are too consuming
I want to be able to write these things down
But as each day passes by
It's not getting any easier to put them into words

In the mean time,
All I can think about is how
I miss you
I miss us
so fucking much
It hurts so badly

And there's nothing I can do about it

Sunday, July 23, 2017

The most beautiful thing is...

"...I never saw you coming."

They say when you meet someone who completes your soul,
you will feel an instant connection, like you've known him/her for a long time.

They say when you meet someone who completes your soul,
he/she could tell the storms in your eyes or the unspoken things within your silence.

They say when you meet someone who completes your soul,
the connection will make you feel doubtful if you ever truly loved someone before.

As James Morrison said, it is some kind of thing that makes you scared alright.
It might made you become distant at first, simply to protect yourself from being torn apart again.

Since people speak in different love language, we got a lot to learn from each other,
and I am willing to give it a try.

...And I hope you'd want the same thing as well.

Friday, June 2, 2017

La La Land

"The great moments in your life won't necessarily be the things you do,
they'll also be the things that happen to you

Now, I'm not saying you can't take action to affect the outcome of your life.
You have to take action, and you will.

But never forget that on any day,
you can step out the front door and your whole life can change forever.
You see, the universe has a plan, kids, and that plan is always in motion.

A butterfly flaps its wings, and it starts to rain.
It's a scary thought, but it's also kind of wonderful.

All these little parts of the machine constantly working,
making sure that you end up exactly where you're supposed to be,
exactly when you're supposed to be there.

The right place at the right time."
ー Theodore Evelyn Mosby 


One day, it was only me and myself.
And one day, without a former notice or signs or whatsoever, you came along.

"Hi!" was the word that started everything.

This might sounds corny, but thank you for letting me feel this way again towards someone.
That for once after a long time, opening up to someone doesn't seem so bad.
Deeply sorry and thank you for putting up with my twisted mind which tends to overthink most of the time.
You would not believe how thankful I am for your existence,
That at the same time make me feel so scared of the thought of losing you.

P.S.: If by any chance you'd stumble upon this, I love you.